Angelian

I love this song not only because Kelly has a nice voice, but because this song is a reflection of my life. No one ever wanted to have a broken family yet shit always happen… to all who love this song.. I want to share its lyrics with you.

I will not make the same
mistakes that you did

I will not let myself
cause my heart
so much misery

I will not break
the way you did
you fell so hard

I’ve learned the hard way
to never let it get that far

Because of you, 
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk

Because of you 
I learned to play
on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust 
not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you
I am afraid….

I lose my way
and it’s not to long before you
point it out

I cannot cry
because I know that’s weakness
in your eyes

I’m forced to
fake a smile, a 
laugh, every day
of my life

My heart can’t possibly break when
it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk

I wrote this poem, 5 years ago… when I am in between pain and inspiration. Just 5 years ago, I thought the one that inspired me would be the last to be… I hope readers would like this one..

I walked along the shore
trying to find the footprints I have to follow
I found nothing
I sat on the rock
I looked at the sunset
Figuring out what’s behind it.
I saw a smiling face,
Blurd who he looks like,
then darkness slowly came,
Still i stayed, waiting for something
But nothing comes along
As midnight came, I went through the house
I took my rest and said Thank You Lord!
For the wonderful day,
Though no good things happened to me,
It’s enough that i’m still alive..
Hoping that tomorrow…
I’ll wake up with a brighter day..
With shine in my eyes..
full of hopes..
That my dream will finally..
Do come true.. that is…
To find YOU… here with me…