Angelian

I love this song not only because Kelly has a nice voice, but because this song is a reflection of my life. No one ever wanted to have a broken family yet shit always happen… to all who love this song.. I want to share its lyrics with you.

I will not make the same
mistakes that you did

I will not let myself
cause my heart
so much misery

I will not break
the way you did
you fell so hard

I’ve learned the hard way
to never let it get that far

Because of you, 
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk

Because of you 
I learned to play
on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust 
not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you
I am afraid….

I lose my way
and it’s not to long before you
point it out

I cannot cry
because I know that’s weakness
in your eyes

I’m forced to
fake a smile, a 
laugh, every day
of my life

My heart can’t possibly break when
it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too
far from the sidewalk

I wrote this poem, 5 years ago… when I am in between pain and inspiration. Just 5 years ago, I thought the one that inspired me would be the last to be… I hope readers would like this one..

I walked along the shore
trying to find the footprints I have to follow
I found nothing
I sat on the rock
I looked at the sunset
Figuring out what’s behind it.
I saw a smiling face,
Blurd who he looks like,
then darkness slowly came,
Still i stayed, waiting for something
But nothing comes along
As midnight came, I went through the house
I took my rest and said Thank You Lord!
For the wonderful day,
Though no good things happened to me,
It’s enough that i’m still alive..
Hoping that tomorrow…
I’ll wake up with a brighter day..
With shine in my eyes..
full of hopes..
That my dream will finally..
Do come true.. that is…
To find YOU… here with me…

Weee, finally I have an avatar now which i can use whenever i want to post messages in forums. This avatar was designed by BestwaR using Adobe CS3. Thanks to him! If you like his style you can also ask him to do one for you. Just send him an email at jzorscript@yahoo.com.

I’ve been playing RO many years ago and until now. I knew a lot of RO servers yet, I still prefer VANRO, its the best for me not saying the best for others too but among all other server, its no. 1 for me.

VanRO is an anarchy server  where pking is the rule of all. Where anarchy allow people to player killing, steal drops, pking noobs and everything! 255/300 blevel and stat. It has 3 kinds of server, HR, MR, and Nightmare server. It is a big community where there are almost 1500 online players with nice gms that brings event and entertainment to players. What excite me most in this game is the WOE time.. full of actions and excitement in defending castle and getting one too.

Its fun and really enjoyable to play at. Join VanRO now, meet friends around the world  and experience the real Anarchy Online. 

To register pls visit: http://www.vanserver.com/ragnarok/register.php